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Xiao Wei

xiao wei aka weii
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23.09.89
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Monday, September 05, 2005

sept holidays had started..
tis means tad prelims r starting soon... real soon..
it's juz immediately after d holidays..
i'm scared.. i'm afraid.. i'm feeling trroubled..
i'm confused.. i'm dying.....

i'm having all sorts of mixed feelings..
i dunno wad m i supposed to do..
i realli dunno... i juz hate 'o' levels..
i hate tis yr........ i wish it can end soon...
i'm afraid i can't take it ani more..

i'm so stress.. i dun wanna disappoint my mum nor myself..
but i juz can't concentrate on my studies..
i'm veri slack n lazy.. i wanna change but i juz can't change..
i realli wan to score in my 'o' levels.. i realli wan..
i tink d tink i need most now is MOTIVATION!!
but where can i find it? hu can gif mi?
nobody...... nowhere to b found...




dunno since when, i'm beginning to b left out by em..
i dunno wad happen between mi n em..
i feel like i'm always being left out by em..
i find myself unable to "go" into their conversations..
but i'm quite gd wif few of em...
i onli can chat individually wif few of em.. but not in a group..

d reason i'm being left out maybe is cos i hate 1 of em..
i juz dun like to b wif her...
another reason is due to d fact tad i'm always hanging out wif other frenz in my class..
thus, tis causes d relationship between us to worsen..
another reason maybe is b cos i'm sick of always being wif d same group..
i'm one hu likes to make new frenz..
i'm one hu haf alot of frenz.. so i dun stay put in tad group veri long..
so, tis causes d relationship between us to sour..

whenever i'm wif em, i juz dun seem to click wif em..
i'm veri quiet wif em.. i dunno wad to sae..
they all juz seem to have their own chat..
they seem to forget all abt mi.. i'm feeling veri sad..
i'm feeling veri terrible inside mi..
but there's nth i can do...
i can't tell em how i feel...

i juz can't stand it ani more...
maybe i shld juz left tad group & find other groups..
i'm sure there r more groups tad welcomed mi...
but i juz can't bear... wad shld i do??????

'o' levels coming.. but now i'm having so mani problems..
to em, they haf no problems..
even though we haf know each other for many years..
i noe they dun understand mi at all..
i understand em.. but they dun understand mi..
onli 2 ppl frm tad group understand mi a little i guess...
n onli tad 2 ppl r d ones hu i'm good wif...
i guess maybe they dun even noe there's problem wif mi n em......

sum of u maybe wondering d em refer to hu rite?
i'm sorry.. but i can't sae..
but i noe there's sum body hu noes hu i'm referring to...
n recently, i'm getting better wif a girl hu sits beside mi...
i tink she understands mi more than em...
she's a great frenz..... thanxs Melissa!!!


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