Xiao Wei
xiao wei aka weii
currently 20
23.09.89
virgo
NUS
single
loves bai bai!
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Xiao Wei
xiao wei aka weii
currently 20
23.09.89
virgo
NUS
single
loves bai bai!
break the silence
melodies
Falling For You
darlinks
06S11[JC class]
Ain[unity]
AlisOn[SA]
AngEla[SA]
AnGelIne[unity]
AngeLyn[SA]
AnnaBeL[SA]
AnsLey[SA]
BeTTiNa[unity senior]
CaroL[unity]
CarolyN[unity]
CassiE[cousin]
CheRyL[cousin]
ChuAn Kai[SA]
DaniLah[SA]
DenIse[unity]
EstHeR[unity]
FelIcia[unity]
GeraLdine[vj]
Geraldine[unity]
Gina[SA]
GrAcE[childhood fren]
GraNt[bpps]
HaiPinG[unity]
HazeL[unity junior]
IveN[SA]
JannAH[SA]
JeroMe[SA]
Jia LinG[childhood fren]
JiaWen[unity junior]
Jie Lin[unity]
Jie Ming
JieyU[unity]
Jishen[unity]
JoeL[SA]
JoLyN[SA]
JorDan[SA]
JoYcEey[unity]
JunE[unity junior]
Kah Hwee[bpps]
Kai Yin[unity]
KennEth[unity junior]
KingNgee[unity junior]
KokYonG[SA]
Kom[unity]
Liang Tong[unity]
LiLing[unity]
LynettE[SA]
Man Ling[unity]
MaRavi||a[sec 3,4 class]
Mark[unity]
MauReeN[unity senior]
MelisA[unity junior]
MelissA[unity]
MikhaiL[bpps]
QingXiang
Red Cross[unity]
SamUe|[unity]
Sarah[nus]
ShaRon[SA]
Sher|enE[SA]
ShuYinG[unity junior]
SieW liNg[unity]
Sihua[unity/sp]
Siti[cj]
Sok HianG[unity]
Suvin[unity junior]
TaufiQ[SA]
TzE miN[unity]
UniTy AluMni
ViviEn[unity]
WeeTecK[colleague]
WeiHao[SA]
WeiShan[SA]
WeiTing[SA]
XinLe[SA]
XiuXian[cj]
Ye|yn[unity junior]
Yew LianG[SA]
YonG hui[SA]
YoNg RonG[unity]
YoNg Wei[unity senior]
YuHan[unity]
Yu Wen[SA]
yvoNnE[unity]
online shopping - handicraft
Ain[unity]
AlisOn[SA]
AngEla[SA]
AnGelIne[unity]
AngeLyn[SA]
AnnaBeL[SA]
AnsLey[SA]
BeTTiNa[unity senior]
CaroL[unity]
CarolyN[unity]
CassiE[cousin]
CheRyL[cousin]
ChuAn Kai[SA]
DaniLah[SA]
DenIse[unity]
EstHeR[unity]
FelIcia[unity]
GeraLdine[vj]
Geraldine[unity]
Gina[SA]
GrAcE[childhood fren]
GraNt[bpps]
HaiPinG[unity]
HazeL[unity junior]
IveN[SA]
JannAH[SA]
JeroMe[SA]
Jia LinG[childhood fren]
JiaWen[unity junior]
Jie Lin[unity]
Jie Ming
JieyU[unity]
Jishen[unity]
JoeL[SA]
JoLyN[SA]
JorDan[SA]
JoYcEey[unity]
JunE[unity junior]
Kah Hwee[bpps]
Kai Yin[unity]
KennEth[unity junior]
KingNgee[unity junior]
KokYonG[SA]
Kom[unity]
Liang Tong[unity]
LiLing[unity]
LynettE[SA]
Man Ling[unity]
MaRavi||a[sec 3,4 class]
Mark[unity]
MauReeN[unity senior]
MelisA[unity junior]
MelissA[unity]
MikhaiL[bpps]
QingXiang
Red Cross[unity]
SamUe|[unity]
Sarah[nus]
ShaRon[SA]
Sher|enE[SA]
ShuYinG[unity junior]
SieW liNg[unity]
Sihua[unity/sp]
Siti[cj]
Sok HianG[unity]
Suvin[unity junior]
TaufiQ[SA]
TzE miN[unity]
UniTy AluMni
ViviEn[unity]
WeeTecK[colleague]
WeiHao[SA]
WeiShan[SA]
WeiTing[SA]
XinLe[SA]
XiuXian[cj]
Ye|yn[unity junior]
Yew LianG[SA]
YonG hui[SA]
YoNg RonG[unity]
YoNg Wei[unity senior]
YuHan[unity]
Yu Wen[SA]
yvoNnE[unity]
online shopping - handicraft
long gone
credits
Saturday, September 10, 2005
holidays is realli coming to an end..
i'm studying for my prelims..
but i seem to haf no sense of urgency..
i'm stuyding like i'm studying for my tests..
study for d sake of studying..
didn't realli study thoroughly..
haiz.. i realli dunno wad to do..
nobody can help mi..
i can't even help myself..
tis is PRELIMS!!! not juz tests..
but i realli dun feel like i'm goin to sit for my prelims..
everyting's happening too fast for mi...
i shld b happi tad my bdae is coming..
but i'm not in d least happi..
i hate myself..
i hate myself for not able to concentrate..
i hate myself for being so slack..
i hate myself for being so lazy..
i hate myself for everything..
i juz hate myself!!!!!
y can't i juz concentrate on my studies like how i've done before???
y can't i be as hardworking as before?
y can't i motivate myself like how i've done before?
y can't i seem to do everything rite?
my results seem to drop alot as compared to before...
although i didn't drop alot but i seem to drop alot..
i noe it myself...
my results r deteriorating...
i'm getting worse...
wad shld i do????
wad shld i do to help myself...
i'm sinking..
i keep sinking down....
if i dun pull myself up, i'm gonna die..
if i dun pull myself up, there will b no turning back for mi...
if i dun pull myself up, all my hopes will be dashed..
if i dun pull myself up, i'll haf lotsa regrets..
if i dun pull myself up, i'll b disappointing alot of ppl....
actually, i noe all d consequences i will face..
but i juz cannot concentrate...
prelims coming yet i'm here surfing d net..
i'm not doing d tinks i shld b doing now..
in fact i'm doing tinks i shldn't b doing..
it's foolish.. it's stupid..
but i juz control....
i guess d onli way out now is to force myself to study...
whether i can succeed or not shall all depends on mi now....
my future lies in my hand..
my fate lies in my hand....
if i nv made d correct decision, my future will be ruined....
my fate also lies partly in d hands of d god...
juz hope tad i'll b able to make d correct decision.........
i'm studying for my prelims..
but i seem to haf no sense of urgency..
i'm stuyding like i'm studying for my tests..
study for d sake of studying..
didn't realli study thoroughly..
haiz.. i realli dunno wad to do..
nobody can help mi..
i can't even help myself..
tis is PRELIMS!!! not juz tests..
but i realli dun feel like i'm goin to sit for my prelims..
everyting's happening too fast for mi...
i shld b happi tad my bdae is coming..
but i'm not in d least happi..
i hate myself..
i hate myself for not able to concentrate..
i hate myself for being so slack..
i hate myself for being so lazy..
i hate myself for everything..
i juz hate myself!!!!!
y can't i juz concentrate on my studies like how i've done before???
y can't i be as hardworking as before?
y can't i motivate myself like how i've done before?
y can't i seem to do everything rite?
my results seem to drop alot as compared to before...
although i didn't drop alot but i seem to drop alot..
i noe it myself...
my results r deteriorating...
i'm getting worse...
wad shld i do????
wad shld i do to help myself...
i'm sinking..
i keep sinking down....
if i dun pull myself up, i'm gonna die..
if i dun pull myself up, there will b no turning back for mi...
if i dun pull myself up, all my hopes will be dashed..
if i dun pull myself up, i'll haf lotsa regrets..
if i dun pull myself up, i'll b disappointing alot of ppl....
actually, i noe all d consequences i will face..
but i juz cannot concentrate...
prelims coming yet i'm here surfing d net..
i'm not doing d tinks i shld b doing now..
in fact i'm doing tinks i shldn't b doing..
it's foolish.. it's stupid..
but i juz control....
i guess d onli way out now is to force myself to study...
whether i can succeed or not shall all depends on mi now....
my future lies in my hand..
my fate lies in my hand....
if i nv made d correct decision, my future will be ruined....
my fate also lies partly in d hands of d god...
juz hope tad i'll b able to make d correct decision.........
rained @ 10:36 PM