there r alot of tinks i wanna sae..
but i juz can't sae..
nobody understands how i feel..
on d surface, sum may b my buddies..
but inside, they r not my real buddies..

d way i'm being treated..
d type of attitude i'm given..
one can see tad we r actually not close at all..

when i first told ying abt it, she was so shocked lor..
guess i'm onli able to tell tis big secret to her onli..
can ani one understand how i feel???

i had to try to pretend like nth happens..
i had to try to pretend like i'm doing smth..
i had to try to maintain our frenship..
i juz can't b my real self like last time..
everytink had changed..
we're no longer like last time...
everytink had changed completely..
nobody knew tad...
i had to hide it within myself..
it's veri veri terrible...

1 more tink..
i nv sae i hate 45..
in fact i love 45.. juz tad i love 28 more..
it's as simple as tad..
maybe i nv made myself clear in my previous blog..
so sum ppl may misunderstand mi..




- in d process of forgetting u. -
i'm trying not to tink too much..
i'm trying to b happi when i'm not..
how i wish u can noe how i feel..

rained @ 3:32 PM