i can't stand it animore!!!
sometimes i SERIOUSLY think tad my mum is bias!!
omg. i hate tis la.
even though she claimed tad she will get mi everything i wan, d way she treat mi is totally different frm my siblings la..
i haf to sae alot of times to get wad i wan.
my siblings juz sae 1 time n they can get wad they wan.

sometimes she'll juz blame mi for smth tad's not my fault la.
my siblings do d same thing but she blames mi la.
how can she do tad.
i wan a laptop but she dun wanna get mi one.
my bro hu is younger than mi gets a laptop la.
he juz says he wans it n my mum get it for him.
i elder leh. i shld get it leh. not him!!

and my sis.
she juz got her driving license n she wans a car.
omg. she's onli 20 n she wans a car???!!!
she's not working.
she cannot even support herself.
and yet she wans to get a car.
RIDICULOUS la!!!!!
if she wans, she shld get it herself. use her own money.
and not using my parents' money!!!
so young n she wans a car.
n my mum actually agrees la.
i wan a laptop but she dun wanna gif mi la.
wad's wrong wif d world???!!!!
i HATE tis!!!

and i overheard her conversation wif my mum.
she wans to drive my dad's car tml.
for goodness sake, she juz learned how to drive.
and she wans to drive.
somemore, my dad's car is mercedes leh!!!
MERCEDES!!!! wad if smth happen to d car?
is she able to compensate?
i can't imagine la!!!
i'm so irritated by her!!!



today went kap do pw.
kevin didn't turn up. he got a hangover.
hahaz. but well, we finished our 1st draft of GPP.
great achievement ah.. so happi.
after tad, we went to play pool for a while.
played pool at bukit timah shopping centre.
i love pool!!!

after pool, i went to meet kokyong a while.
i went hm after tad.
no where to go.
went hm watched tv.
my fav show- jie da huan xi.
hahaz. so nice la.

i slack today la.
didn't do ani work except for pw.
but well, there's nth for mi to do.
cos i've finished all my tutorials.
hahaz.



i hate tis kind of feeling now.
all i wan is freedom.
i wan to stop everything now.
i'm too stressed.
i dun wanna get distracted.
i wan enjoy my life.

rained @ 10:36 PM