shld i sae tis wk is a gd one or a bad one?
i think i would rather sae it's a bad one.
no gd things happen to mi.
except for it la.
tad's all i guess..
it's horrendous. abit exaggerating.
ok. it's terrible.

firstly, i sort of haf to redo my pi.
it's not demoralising la.
juz tad i've got another work to do.
and i've to hand in tml.

next, i haf a GP presentation tml.
and till now, i've yet to research on it.
i'm too busi la.
i dunno how m i going to present tml.
maybe tonite haf to sacrifice my slp.
but i'm like half dead alreadi.

today actually is quite ok one.
nth much happen.
veri normal.
but d interview spoiled my whole mood.
i think i screwed it up.
nervousness is smth u cannot control.
wad do u expect mi to do?
i hate interview la.
i can't seem to get through my interview well.

tad time mentoring interview.
i didn't get through.
sort of expected it.
but i haf no feelings at all.
NTH. NO FEELING.
maybe b cos i'm not realli interested in it.

and tis time d interview, i will sae it has a great impact on mi.
i'm actually quite happi today one.
but b cos of d interview, my mood is so bad now.
my interview.
i screwed it up again. i can't get through it.
it's so difficult for mi to overcome my physical barrier.

i dunno wad to say la.
think i screwed it up partly bcos i waited for 3 hrs for my interview la.
i waited from 5 till 8.
it's veri tiring la.
by d time it's my turn, i'm alreadi like half dead.
my mind is shut down.
i can't think at all la.
y muz my name be at d back???!!!
it's UNFAIR!!!
i hate tis!!!!!

there's nth i can do now also.
it's alreadi over.
i've lost my 1 and only chance.
i won't haf d same chance animore.
i'm feeling depressed now.
i'm feeling veri sad now.
i reali like it but i screwed up my interview.
i realli hate tis la......



i wan it now.
i need it now.
but where is it?
it's gone.
it's not here.
i realli need it now.......

rained @ 9:43 PM