as usual, yesterday & today were slacking day.
wanted to study yesterday.
but couldn't bring myself to it.
i juz dun haf d mood to study.
i dun haf d motivation too.
in d end, i went jogging wif my mum & uncle.
ended up kena bit by alot of mosquitoes.
but well, i can train my stamina.

as for today, i studied abit.
i did my holiday assignment.
half way through.
shall try to finish it up by today.
cos i'm going out tml.

hope tad tml will b a veri fun day for mi!
going out d whole day tml.
and i'm going to ton d whole nite wif carol.
our programmes: firstly, go watch movie. RV
next, we going to haf our lunch.
den we'll go shopping.
after shopping, go eat dinner.
after dinner, go k box.
after tad, either stroll outside or walk back to my hse.
i noe i'm not exactly 17 yet.
but i'm 17!
i dun care abt going hm after 11 cos i always go hm after 11.

i love d nite.
i love going out at nite.
i love d nite life.
but d thing i dread most is going hm myself at nite.
it's scary & dangerous.
and i'm scared tad i will c cats.
cats r d most disgusting creatures in d world.
i nv want to c ani cats.
cats will juz freak mi out.

fri going changi aiport wif my pw group.
we going to do survey there.
supposed to go there today.
but smth crops up.
so we change it to fri.

sat going out too.
afternoon going town do our road survey again.
after tad, i've to rush to marina.
cos ventures r there.
so i have to go there.
sian leh. marina is so hot.



i hate my mum!
again?!
wth. dun wanna elaborate too much la.
whenever i quarrel wif my mum, it's ALWAYS bcos of my SIS.
it's always bcos of her.
I HATE MY SIS!!
everyone hu is close to mi noes tad i hate my sis.
i'm not on gd terms wif my sis.
it's a veri veri long story.
so i dun like it when ppl ask mi abt my sis.
cos my ans will always be: i dunno.
den they will like: y u dunno? ur sis leh.
den i will like: -.- sometimes, i juz dun like go around telling ppl i'm not on gd terms wif my sis.
but i dun haf ani choice i guess.
so in d end, all my frenz will noe tad.
so now, i'm writing it in my blog.
I"M NOT ON GD TERMS WIF MY SIS SINCE YOUNG.
dun ask mi things abt my sis.
cos i realli dunno.
i dun talk to her.
we're like strangers.
if i haf time, i will tell u all d story.
but not here.

back to d topic.
y i hate my mum?
i mean i dun realli hate her lor.
she's a veri nice mum.
she gives mi alot of freedom not like other parents.
she tries to gif mi wad i wan.
she will nv touch my things without my permission.
she respect mi.
she's veri open.
but i juz dun like her being bias.
cos of my sis, she scolds mi.
it's not realli my fault lor.
so wad if my sis has exams tml?
i wan to use d com.
and d com is in her rm.
if my mum dun wan mi to use, den buy mi a laptop la.
so tad i can b like my bro like tad.
i can use it outside d rm so i won't disturb ani one.
when i tell ppl tad my sis has a laptop, my bro has a laptop n i have to use d desktop,
they will like: ? ur younger bro has a laptop? den u sure have one.
but i dun haf.
my mum dun wanna buy for mi.
wad to do.
i noe it's weird tad my younger bro has a laptop but i dun haf.
wad to do?
all tis is fate la.
another long story abt mi & my bro again.

haiz. i haf alot of stories la.
too mani alreadi.
too mani until it's uncountable.
all i can say is tad i dun realli like my family.
everyone says kinship is important.
but i think otherwise.
to mi, frenz r more important.
cos in my family, i cannot feel d warmth at all.
instead, i feel left out.
my bro close to my sis.
so i'm always alone.
during family gathering, i will always hang around wif my cousins.
i will nv hang around wif my sis n bro.
most ppl noe tad i guess.
and i noe most ppl didn't tot tad my family will b like tis.
but well, my family is like tis.
it is d truth.
i've nth more to say.

rained @ 11:22 PM