tml going to sch.
my first & only holiday lesson.
econs.
well, i intend to go out study after d lesson.
haven been studying for d past 2 wks.
so have to start studying now.
i hate mugging.
i will nv ever mug.


i juz can't stop thinking abt tad matter.
it realli does affects mi alot.
of cos it affects mi la.
it concerns abt mi.
ignorant is bliss?
i believe tis.
ignorant is realli bliss.
i wish i can b ignorant too.
but i juz can't.
i can't act ignorant.
alot of things juz can't seem to escape frm my eyes.
i noe too mani things.
and sometimes, it's reali better not to noe too much things.
it's realli better to b ignorant.
well, there's nth i can do.
there's nth i can say.
my tears explained everything.
it explained everything.
last nite was a terrible nite for mi.
was tossing around on d bed for 2 hrs+.
finally, fell asleep around 5.
it's terrible. realli terrible.
i wish i can hold back my tears.
i wish somebody can help mi.
but looks like nobody r of ani help.
cos i juz can't seem to tell em my problem.
tis sucks.
i wish i can go back to my sec sch life.
my sec sch life which is full of wonderful frenz.
hu r willing to listen to mi.
willing to help mi.
will cheer mi up when i'm sad.
i miss em alot.
maybe in d first place, i shld not have come sa.
i shld have gone to other JCs wif em instead of mi coming to sa ALONE.
i realli miss em alot alot.
or maybe i shld have gone poly.
go poly wif my gd frenz.
go to other JC wif my gd frenz.
so sad tad i'm d onli unitian in sa.

rained @ 10:47 PM