today wanted to do my hm work.
but in d end, i slack around at hm.
den at nite, i went to meet vien.
meet her at bpp for dinner.
went to eat at mos burger.

we update each other abt our current lives.
been veri long since we had a heart-to-heart talk.
i seriously enjoy talking to her.
as usual, we crap alot too.
all our lame & cold jokes. -.-
HAHA.
i juz love her to d core.

today, someone said he miss mi lots.
aww. so sweet of him. HA.




i shall stop blogging abt u.
it's pointless.
u've hurt mi & tad's it.
i won't let it happen again.
but my mind is running wild today.
i kept thinking abt u.
i dunno y.
i kept thinking of wad they had said.
i doubt wad they said.
but i believe em.
i'm contradicting myself.
i trust em but i juz can't believe u said tad b4.
it's totally unbelievable.
i juz can't link u to ur words.
there's juz no link.
and there's no proof.
u act as if nth has happened.
u look so calm and cool.
u always look so calm and cool.
if there's realli smth, i believe one won't b so calm.
tad's like so impossible la.
i can't seem to control my mind.
d words keep repeating inside my mind.
i can't take em off my mind.
there's nth i can do.
maybe by keeping mi busi can stop my mind from thinking.
but u noe it's onli temporary.
but at least i can stop thinking for some time.



a chi song direct translation:
i wish to love him
but my eyes r telling lies
is it easier to keep it inside mi?
avoid d relationship from becoming more complicated.
i wish to love him
but d rationale is fighting
can stepping out solve d problem?
hu can gif mi a gd answer.

rained @ 1:48 AM