today. thurs.
went back to sch.
i'm a gd girl.
as usual, it's boring.
but it's ok.
everything is over.
i don't have to go back sch animore.
as in not during d holidays.

after tad, went karen's hse.
bought my lunch & 2 bubble tea.
went her hse.
went her hse for dunno how mani times alreadi.
i'm quite familiar wif her hse.
had a veri full lunch today.

dunno y.
i feel veri uncomfortable today.
there's 1 reason la.
but there's also another unknown reason.
i feel uncomfortable walking around.
den feel tad there's a few ppl kept looking at mi.
i seriously feel veri weird today.


after karen's hse, went to meet ping.
went back unity for red cross.
they had training today.
saw npcc & kai bing.
so went up to her & chat wif her.

d new sir realli veri fierce leh.
training veri different from us.
it's stricter.
it's tougher.
it's tiring
less breaks.
more physical punishment.
more discipline.
better performance.

wanted to talk to d sir.
but don't dare.
after struggling for veri long, ping finally approached him.
den chat wif him a while.
he's quite nice in private.
but VERI fierce during training.
and he's onli 2 yrs older than us.
juz a casual tot: lick d sir's boots, so juniors can have a easier life.
but of cos it's rubbish la.
i talking crap.
he told mi abt d VI thingy.
he told us abt his opinion abt our squad.
confidential conversation.

as usual, we took pics.
pics of mi & ping.
pics of em doing drills.
i'm quite glad.
they realli improved alot.
quite impressed.
hope they can keep up d gd work.
and work hard for d competition!

there's this time they were standin under d sun.
and d in-charge was being called by d sir.
so while they were talking, i purposely went in front of em.
i walked in front of em.
using my tie to fan myself.
at d same time, i kept sayin "wa. veri hot ah"
hahaz. i purposely one.
they cannot do anything abt it.
cos they're in a squad.
i feel so happi. so shuang.
nice feeling.

i wanted to have a chat wif my juniors.
like ask em abt their current life.
ask em abt red cross stuff.
but there's no chance for mi to talk to em.
training & training.
onli 1 break.
sad!
a few of em changed.
some remain d same.
miss my juniors lots.
but they still quite crappy as before.
talk back to mi ah.
but it's fun la! hahaz.
i miss red cross somehow........

rained @ 1:23 AM