Xiao Wei
xiao wei aka weii
currently 20
23.09.89
virgo
NUS
single
loves bai bai!
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Xiao Wei
xiao wei aka weii
currently 20
23.09.89
virgo
NUS
single
loves bai bai!
break the silence
melodies
Falling For You
darlinks
06S11[JC class]
Ain[unity]
AlisOn[SA]
AngEla[SA]
AnGelIne[unity]
AngeLyn[SA]
AnnaBeL[SA]
AnsLey[SA]
BeTTiNa[unity senior]
CaroL[unity]
CarolyN[unity]
CassiE[cousin]
CheRyL[cousin]
ChuAn Kai[SA]
DaniLah[SA]
DenIse[unity]
EstHeR[unity]
FelIcia[unity]
GeraLdine[vj]
Geraldine[unity]
Gina[SA]
GrAcE[childhood fren]
GraNt[bpps]
HaiPinG[unity]
HazeL[unity junior]
IveN[SA]
JannAH[SA]
JeroMe[SA]
Jia LinG[childhood fren]
JiaWen[unity junior]
Jie Lin[unity]
Jie Ming
JieyU[unity]
Jishen[unity]
JoeL[SA]
JoLyN[SA]
JorDan[SA]
JoYcEey[unity]
JunE[unity junior]
Kah Hwee[bpps]
Kai Yin[unity]
KennEth[unity junior]
KingNgee[unity junior]
KokYonG[SA]
Kom[unity]
Liang Tong[unity]
LiLing[unity]
LynettE[SA]
Man Ling[unity]
MaRavi||a[sec 3,4 class]
Mark[unity]
MauReeN[unity senior]
MelisA[unity junior]
MelissA[unity]
MikhaiL[bpps]
QingXiang
Red Cross[unity]
SamUe|[unity]
Sarah[nus]
ShaRon[SA]
Sher|enE[SA]
ShuYinG[unity junior]
SieW liNg[unity]
Sihua[unity/sp]
Siti[cj]
Sok HianG[unity]
Suvin[unity junior]
TaufiQ[SA]
TzE miN[unity]
UniTy AluMni
ViviEn[unity]
WeeTecK[colleague]
WeiHao[SA]
WeiShan[SA]
WeiTing[SA]
XinLe[SA]
XiuXian[cj]
Ye|yn[unity junior]
Yew LianG[SA]
YonG hui[SA]
YoNg RonG[unity]
YoNg Wei[unity senior]
YuHan[unity]
Yu Wen[SA]
yvoNnE[unity]
online shopping - handicraft
Ain[unity]
AlisOn[SA]
AngEla[SA]
AnGelIne[unity]
AngeLyn[SA]
AnnaBeL[SA]
AnsLey[SA]
BeTTiNa[unity senior]
CaroL[unity]
CarolyN[unity]
CassiE[cousin]
CheRyL[cousin]
ChuAn Kai[SA]
DaniLah[SA]
DenIse[unity]
EstHeR[unity]
FelIcia[unity]
GeraLdine[vj]
Geraldine[unity]
Gina[SA]
GrAcE[childhood fren]
GraNt[bpps]
HaiPinG[unity]
HazeL[unity junior]
IveN[SA]
JannAH[SA]
JeroMe[SA]
Jia LinG[childhood fren]
JiaWen[unity junior]
Jie Lin[unity]
Jie Ming
JieyU[unity]
Jishen[unity]
JoeL[SA]
JoLyN[SA]
JorDan[SA]
JoYcEey[unity]
JunE[unity junior]
Kah Hwee[bpps]
Kai Yin[unity]
KennEth[unity junior]
KingNgee[unity junior]
KokYonG[SA]
Kom[unity]
Liang Tong[unity]
LiLing[unity]
LynettE[SA]
Man Ling[unity]
MaRavi||a[sec 3,4 class]
Mark[unity]
MauReeN[unity senior]
MelisA[unity junior]
MelissA[unity]
MikhaiL[bpps]
QingXiang
Red Cross[unity]
SamUe|[unity]
Sarah[nus]
ShaRon[SA]
Sher|enE[SA]
ShuYinG[unity junior]
SieW liNg[unity]
Sihua[unity/sp]
Siti[cj]
Sok HianG[unity]
Suvin[unity junior]
TaufiQ[SA]
TzE miN[unity]
UniTy AluMni
ViviEn[unity]
WeeTecK[colleague]
WeiHao[SA]
WeiShan[SA]
WeiTing[SA]
XinLe[SA]
XiuXian[cj]
Ye|yn[unity junior]
Yew LianG[SA]
YonG hui[SA]
YoNg RonG[unity]
YoNg Wei[unity senior]
YuHan[unity]
Yu Wen[SA]
yvoNnE[unity]
online shopping - handicraft
long gone
credits
Saturday, November 11, 2006
today. fri.
initially, my day was fine.
juz tad it's abit boring staying at hm.
unfortunately, smth happened at nite.
had a BIG quarrel wif an idiot bitch in my hse.
not my mum.
u all shld noe who isit by now.
enough of all these crap.
get straight to d point.
had this big quarrel wif her.
almost fight.
luckily my bro stopped us juz in time.
and luckily my parent were not at hm.
she's d one who started d fight.
she hit me first.
and this time, i cannot juz stand there and let her hit mi.
when i was pri 6, she hit mi wif a big rod.
BIG and THICK wooden rod.
i juz stood there and let her hit me.
3 strokes on my hand.
this time, she's going to hit mi again.
u can expect mi to stand down there again & let her hit mi rite?
and so i fought back.
and my bro came in.
he stopped us.
he wanted to stop us from quarrelling.
but obviously, it's unsuccessful.
we still keep quarrelling.
and he being d innocent victim, had to keep standing in between us.
to prevent us from fighting la.
i shan't talk abt d detail of our arguments here.
it's not veri nice la.
family matters shld juz be kept within myself.
not veri nice to let d whole world noe la.
and we quarrel for VERI long.
30 mins long.
and my bro had to stand down there for 30 mins.
i pity him la.
so innocent.
i juz hate her alot alot.
she's an irritating bitch.
i voiced out all my grievances for d past few yrs.
and after d quarrel, i haven even voiced out all my grievances.
it's hard to tolerate someone whom u hate alot alot.
it's HARD.
it's TERRIBLE.
and i cried.
i felt sad for myself.
realli sad.
unhappi memories.
sad childhood unlike others.
half-broken family.
to others- family piority.
to mi- frenz piority.
pity mi.
i'm a sad child.
i'm always being left out in my family.
after d quarrel, she juz went out of d hse.
i don't care at all.
i watched tv & ate my cup noodles happily.
though i cried, after tad i don't feel anything.
NOTHING AT ALL.
and i noe d reason.
for d past 17 yrs, i've sort of like been living in my own world.
a world wif no family.
a world wif only my frenz & my mum.
tad's all.
nothing else.
for d past 17 yrs, family mean nth to mi.
nth at all.
i'm numb.
i'm cold-hearted.
i've no feeling.
call a cold-hearted person by all means.
i don't give a damn.
to mi, it's like nth has happened.
it's juz a normal day.
BUT, i don't do tad to my frenz la.
i treasure friendship.
i treasure them alot.
i love em lots.
haiz.
sometimes, i'm realli full of envy.
i envy others.
sometimes, i hate myself.
i hate my life.
i hate my attitude.
i hate everything.
i wan to end everything.
in this way, i can live in peace.
i won't suffer animore like i do now.
i can enjoy my life in heaven(hopefully).
d best outcome.
i'm sick of everything.
realli veri sick & tired of it.
when she come hm, still have to say some stupid stuff.
F*** off la.
she's irritating.
she's fat.
she's ugly.
she's a bitch.
she's someone who has no fashion sense.
she tot she nice but actually she's not.
she has no frenz.
she has no life.
her life only revolves around work, sch & her ugly bf.
she has a ugly fat bf.
but her bf is actually a nice person.
but i have to say he's blind.
or maybe 2 ugly ppl together is a nice thing actually.
i wan her to F off.
i don't wan her in my life.
NEVER. not even in my dreams.
don't say i'm mean.
don't say i'm bad.
cos it's all TRUE.
it's FACTS.
and if u were to say i'm mean, den she's even more mean.
she's d one who destroys my childhood.
she's d one who gives mi bad memories.
she's d one who hit mi wif an umbrella when i was only 8.
she's d one who bite mi when i was juz a baby.
she's d one who hit mi wif a thick wooden rod.
she's d one who left 3 scars on my hand.
she's d one who hit my BCG until it bled non-stop.
she's a big meanie.
she's someone i can never ever forgive.
she's nth to mi.
she's juz a stranger living in my hse.
i hate her.
i hate myself.
i hate my life.
i hate everything.
how i wish everything can stop now.
how i wish i weren't here.
can i end everything now including my life?
initially, my day was fine.
juz tad it's abit boring staying at hm.
unfortunately, smth happened at nite.
had a BIG quarrel wif an idiot bitch in my hse.
not my mum.
u all shld noe who isit by now.
enough of all these crap.
get straight to d point.
had this big quarrel wif her.
almost fight.
luckily my bro stopped us juz in time.
and luckily my parent were not at hm.
she's d one who started d fight.
she hit me first.
and this time, i cannot juz stand there and let her hit mi.
when i was pri 6, she hit mi wif a big rod.
BIG and THICK wooden rod.
i juz stood there and let her hit me.
3 strokes on my hand.
this time, she's going to hit mi again.
u can expect mi to stand down there again & let her hit mi rite?
and so i fought back.
and my bro came in.
he stopped us.
he wanted to stop us from quarrelling.
but obviously, it's unsuccessful.
we still keep quarrelling.
and he being d innocent victim, had to keep standing in between us.
to prevent us from fighting la.
i shan't talk abt d detail of our arguments here.
it's not veri nice la.
family matters shld juz be kept within myself.
not veri nice to let d whole world noe la.
and we quarrel for VERI long.
30 mins long.
and my bro had to stand down there for 30 mins.
i pity him la.
so innocent.
i juz hate her alot alot.
she's an irritating bitch.
i voiced out all my grievances for d past few yrs.
and after d quarrel, i haven even voiced out all my grievances.
it's hard to tolerate someone whom u hate alot alot.
it's HARD.
it's TERRIBLE.
and i cried.
i felt sad for myself.
realli sad.
unhappi memories.
sad childhood unlike others.
half-broken family.
to others- family piority.
to mi- frenz piority.
pity mi.
i'm a sad child.
i'm always being left out in my family.
after d quarrel, she juz went out of d hse.
i don't care at all.
i watched tv & ate my cup noodles happily.
though i cried, after tad i don't feel anything.
NOTHING AT ALL.
and i noe d reason.
for d past 17 yrs, i've sort of like been living in my own world.
a world wif no family.
a world wif only my frenz & my mum.
tad's all.
nothing else.
for d past 17 yrs, family mean nth to mi.
nth at all.
i'm numb.
i'm cold-hearted.
i've no feeling.
call a cold-hearted person by all means.
i don't give a damn.
to mi, it's like nth has happened.
it's juz a normal day.
BUT, i don't do tad to my frenz la.
i treasure friendship.
i treasure them alot.
i love em lots.
haiz.
sometimes, i'm realli full of envy.
i envy others.
sometimes, i hate myself.
i hate my life.
i hate my attitude.
i hate everything.
i wan to end everything.
in this way, i can live in peace.
i won't suffer animore like i do now.
i can enjoy my life in heaven(hopefully).
d best outcome.
i'm sick of everything.
realli veri sick & tired of it.
when she come hm, still have to say some stupid stuff.
F*** off la.
she's irritating.
she's fat.
she's ugly.
she's a bitch.
she's someone who has no fashion sense.
she tot she nice but actually she's not.
she has no frenz.
she has no life.
her life only revolves around work, sch & her ugly bf.
she has a ugly fat bf.
but her bf is actually a nice person.
but i have to say he's blind.
or maybe 2 ugly ppl together is a nice thing actually.
i wan her to F off.
i don't wan her in my life.
NEVER. not even in my dreams.
don't say i'm mean.
don't say i'm bad.
cos it's all TRUE.
it's FACTS.
and if u were to say i'm mean, den she's even more mean.
she's d one who destroys my childhood.
she's d one who gives mi bad memories.
she's d one who hit mi wif an umbrella when i was only 8.
she's d one who bite mi when i was juz a baby.
she's d one who hit mi wif a thick wooden rod.
she's d one who left 3 scars on my hand.
she's d one who hit my BCG until it bled non-stop.
she's a big meanie.
she's someone i can never ever forgive.
she's nth to mi.
she's juz a stranger living in my hse.
i hate her.
i hate myself.
i hate my life.
i hate everything.
how i wish everything can stop now.
how i wish i weren't here.
can i end everything now including my life?
rained @ 1:08 AM