my holidays used to be veri fun.
i'm always happi during holidays.
i can do wadever i wan.
and most of d time, i will go out wif my frenz.

but i dunno wad happen to my holidays tis yr.
i feel so bored.
i don't feel happi at all.
i feel like i'm wasting my time.
everyday routine is d same.
it's boring.
i hate my current life.
boring. dull.

maybe it's because everythin happen too fast.
1 yr has passed juz like tad.
and tis 1 yr, i feel like i haven realli done anything.
i've been slacking.
i've been wasting my time.
i've been playing.
i've never been serious.
and next yr, i'm going to be a JC2 student.
i can't believe it.
everything happens too fast.
i've no time to think.
i can't pause my time & let mi do some thinking.
everything happen too fast till i.....
aiya. i dunno how to put it in words.
juz some weird feeling tad i have.

maybe i shld stop playing now.
and concentrate on my studies.
cos next yr is A levels.
but i juz can't.
i can't make myself to study.
and i dunno wad will happen to mi next yr.

i believe d pace of next yr will be faster.
everything will happen so fast.
so fast tad i have no time to study.
i have no time to think.
i have no time to play.
i have no time to slack.
and A level will arrive.

i seriously dunno wad will happen to mi next yr.
but i have a bad feeling.
something bad will happen to mi.
I WANT DROP OUT OF SCHOOL!!!
i wish....

rained @ 12:29 AM