today. fri.
went back to unity.
went back for red cross la.
cos i'm such a nice & good senior.
plus i'm on quite gd terms wif most of d juniors.

so met up wif bettina today.
went back unity together.
first thing reach there.
d cadets were being scolded.
poor things.
and d sir was REALLY VERY angry.

den saw alot of LEOs.
they were having LEO camp.
i'm d president of LEO club.
cos my surname is LEO.
HAHA. LOL.
aniway, i saw junjie.
chat wif him a little.
d red cross betrayal.
he quit red cross & join LEO club.
i could join LEO club too but i reject em.
see, i'm so royal to rc.

it's pouring.
so they had no choice but to train at d 3rd level.
watching em train.
it's not veri boring.
cos can laugh at em.
opps. i mean point out their mistakes.
suddenly have d urge to do footdrill too.
but it's like i've nv do drills for more than a yr le.
i've forgot most of d commands.
somemore timing different from my batch.
so it's better not to drill.
if not later i do wrongly, veri "throw face".

talked to d sir for quite some time also.
talking abt VI.
his past life.
talking abt VI, reminds mi of my dilemma.
i realli dunno whether i shld join anot.
let mi list out d pros and cons den.

PROS:
1) a challenge for mi.
2) i'll be able to have a change of cca.
3) i'd like to go back unity to teach d juniors.
4) i've alreadi given my word, it's not veri nice to back out at d last min.
5) i can make more new friends.
6) i'd like to be a VI.

CONS:
1) time consuming. cos have to attend contact sessions and camp.
2) might not be able to commit. cos having 'A' levels next yr.
3) tiring. camp is straight away after my holiday.
4) will not be able to have sufficient slp.
5) troublesome due to d dress code.
6) i scared i might not be able to endure.

haiz. i'm in a dilemma.
i dunno whether i shld join anot.
if i nv join, den i will NV join animore.
so it's either this or NEVER.
i'm a person who thinks alot alot.
so sometimes, it's veri hard for mi to make up my mind.
i'm such person.
and i always hesitate alot.
unless i'm veri sure of my decision.
well, i don't wan to have ani regrets.
and i don't wan to waste my time.


ok. back to d topic.
rc training today.
it's veri nice of bettina to buy em sweets.
and tad willard so greedy.
see sweets he lighten up.
do drills he's so dull.
wth. and he took away all d yellow mentos.
greedy!

after their training, talk crap wif em.
and d 3 guys or rather 3 boys started suan-ing mi.
3 boys- kenneth, willard & king ngee
wad can they suan mi abt?
of cos it's my height la!
say i'm short. blah blah blah.
kept bullyin mi all d way.
d 3 girls ah. also suan mi abit.
3 girls- suvin, jiawen & shuying
oh well, i'm quite used to it alreadi.

oh ya, i saw Mr Chan today.
still as tall. HAHA.
chat wif him a little while only.

after training, went macs wif em.
d 3 boys were damn noisy la.
kept talking non-stop.
and their voice were loud.
veri loud.
so embarrassing to walk in d public place wif em.

at macs, girls 1 table.
boys & sirs 1 table.
were chatting across d tables.
i think we attracted quite alot of attention.
veri long nv chat wif em alreadi ma.
so i have alot of things to say.
we chat alot of stuff.

and there's tis time when i show my CQ ability.
CQ= complain queen.
used to be my nick.
so i started talking non-stop in 1 breathe.
and it's veri long.
it's abt d VI thingy.
and d 3 girls started laughing like mad.
den d 3 boys crowd over.
and i saw there's tis old uncle kept looking at mi when i'm talking.
wth. he looks so interested la.
he wanted to laugh but don't dare to laugh.
i think he's scared tad we noe he's looking at mi.

den suvin told mi.
when's he leaving, he looked at mi.
wth. -.-
i feel so disgusted.

aniway, i had alot of fun today!
had alot of fun playing wif em.
had alot of fun joking around wif em.
had alot of fun suan-ing one another.
had alot of fun chatting wif em.
i realli enjoy myself alot today.
will go back again next time when i'm free.
tis is one of d reasons why i wan to be VI.
so tad i can come back unity & teach em.
i LOVE my juniors!!!

rained @ 11:11 PM