time realli flies when in JC.
unknowingly, 4 wks of sch life has gone.
it's so fast la.
things happen too fast.
too fast till i can't rest properly.
everyday busi wif sch work.
can't sit down & think of other stuff.
guess cos of tis, my heart is veri calm now.
realli veri veri calm.

mon. wad happened on mon?
i can't remember.
i can onli remember des nv come sch tad day.
i also rmb we got back our chem test paper.

tues. pe lesson.
rmb damn clearly.
cos had to fun 9 rounds.
but i onli ran for 6 rounds.
cos i have stitches.
after d 6 rounds, i wan die alreadi la.
den d timing ah.
becoming worst & worst.

wed. quite fun.
cos we played games during pe.
played floorball.
den 1 J1 class challenge our class to floorball.
girls vs girls.
guys vs guys.
draw for girls.
draw for a guys team.
d other guys team, we lost.
but it's ok. juz a game.
cca for today was slack.
juz some discussion.

thurs. long & tiring day for mi.
fri. boring day.
i'm so embarrassed today la.
i was walking hm.
walking at gallery.
i saw d hockey team.
so i shouted for praveen's name "pravy"
d whole hockey team turned & looked at mi.
including d girls.
den a few guys started imitating mi.
so d whole hockey team noes abt d pravy thingy la.

and i juz got a news from kevin.
it's abt d soccer guys.
i pity em alot leh.
i wonder how it looks like.
a big fight eh.
i wonder how violent d other team is.
i juz can't imagine.

today went bpp wif my mum.
to buy stuff.
and we ended up spending 2 hrs there.
i bought quite a no. of stuff.
saw my sec sch teacher.
i bought a new shoes!
so happi.
d design of d shoes looks abit like adidas design.
have to save money.
so couldn't buy adidas shoes.
i actually wanted to buy.

there's cca tml.
dont feel like going.
but i'm going.
i go juz to gif someone's face.
should i juz be more decisive & end tis whole thing?
or shld i juz drag here & there?
i'm realli confused.




tis wk has been quite a calm wk for mi.
or rather not.
contradicting.
cos a few times, i dont feel calm at all?
i'm so unsure of myself la.
i can't understand how do i exactly feel.
i can't understand how u exactly feel.
i'm confused.
it's complicated.
it's gone but y muz it come back again???
i tot it's gone for good.
but start of tis yr, i realised i'm wrong.

rained @ 11:40 PM