today. 23rd june 2007.
wad day is today?
my pooh bear, Bai Bai's birthday.
POOH BAI BAI, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
love you always! :)

my bai bai is 8 years old tis yr.
it has been wif mi for 8 yrs.
8 yrs. it has made significant changes to my life.
i've been wondering how my life would be without it.
i wonder wad will happen to my life if someday it's gone.
i'm sure it'll be a very terrible life for mi.

and within these 8 yrs, it has suffered alot of hardships.
tortured by my brother.
d spinning & washing in d washing machine.
d needle going through his skin.
d fading off of his eyes.
drawing marks by my brother & me.
he has really suffered alot alot.
poor bai bai.

in tis 8 yrs, alot of things have happened.
i'm sure quite alot of my frenz have seen it.
be it seen it personally or on photos.
u all should have seen tad it's quite in a bad shape.
cos there's alot of scars over it.
and it has no more eyes animore.
to u all, it may be ugly.
it may not be a pooh animore.
cos it really dont look like a pooh animore.
but to me, it's still as cute as before.
it's still a pooh bear.
nothing can change me.
i will love my bai bai no matter wad happens.

d relationship tad i have for him is deep.
deep rooted in my heart.
if 1 day if i were to lose him, i'm sure i'll cry like hell.
i simply can't imagine my life without it.
i love it alot alot alot alot.
alot more than u all can imagine.
BAI BAI, I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
you'll be my pooh bear forever & ever.
dont ever leave me.

since today is 23rd, it means that my bdae is juz 3 mths away.
i can't wait for my bdae.
my 18th bdae. my bdae party.
curious y my bai bai's bdae is on 23rd june 1999?
i bought it in d yr 1999.
but i can't rmb d exact date.
i can onli rmb tad i bought it during june.
so i might as well let it has d same date as my bdae.
so his bdae is on the 23rd june 1999.




yesterday. fri.
went to study wif karen & jielin.
potato study grp.
jasmin came early in d morning den left us.
studied till 4 plus den went bpp to meet sharon.
den i saw grace & her mum.
quite shocked to see her there.
den i went back home.

den i saw a miss call. it's grace.
so i called back.
and she said if i wan to join her for dinner.
her mum's treat.
thinking tad i have nth to do aniway, so i went back bpp to meet em.
went to eat at ichiban sushi.
quite nice.
and 3 of us had an enjoyable talk.

3 of us talked abt alot of stuff.
some serious stuff.
some gossiping stuff.
it's rather nice.
and i kept making em laugh.
den grace's mum went to shop alone.
so tad mi & grace can have our private moments.
we talked abt lots of stuff too.
it's been very long since we had such a talk.
cos we've been very busi wif our own stuff.
and we're from different sch.
so it's even harder for us to have a chance to talk.

i seriously miss her alot la.
we talked abt after A levels.
talked abt where to go for holidays.
both of us can't wait for holidays to come.
den we can go overseas!
and i also seriously miss GUAI LAN GANG!
GL gang. seldom have d chance to meet up.
cos it's rather hard to compromise.
cos we're of different ages.
aged 19-16.

previously, we sure meet up end of every yr.
cos our 3 families sure go on holidays together.
and i love going holidays wif em.
we'll do all kinds of stupid stuff.
all kinds of guai lan stuff.
all kinds of lame stuff.
it's very fun wif em.

but i guess from tis yr onwards, it'll be hard.
cos seng went poly la.
den holidays will be different.
so it'll be hard to go overseas together again.
how sad rite.
and han is in army now.
so it's even more impossible.
sad. sad. sad.
GL GANG ROCKS MY LIFE! :)

rained @ 1:13 AM