as u all shld noe.
a very big big thing is coming soon.
and it is the A levels.
i feel kinda complicated.
i want As to end soon.
but i also dont wan it to come so soon.
cos i feel tad i'm not very prepared for it yet.
i dunno la.
all kinds of mixed feeling.

sometime i feel like i'm quite okay.
sometime i feel like i'm not prepared.
i also dunno wad to say la.
i'm rather worried.
though i'm worried, i still slack around here & there.
so u all can see y i'm feeling so complicated now.
cos i'm having all kinds of mixed feeling.
and my actions & thinking just dont match each other at all.
so contradicting.

wad shld i say for myself.
for d past 1 wk or so, everyday is just abt studying.
and nth else.
it's realli a veri boring life.
mani ppl say shld endure cos it's d last lap alreadi.
but it's easier said than done.
it's realli very tiring to maintain such a boring life for such a long time.
i'm getting tired.
i'm getting sick.
i wanted to give up so mani times.
but i still manage to survive through.

i dunno la.
i juz hate tis kind of life.
all i can say to myself is all d best.
and good luck.
hopefully i can do all d qns.
but my revision so far hasn't been veri gd.
progressing at a very slow rate yet i'm always slacking.
i kept switching on d tv.
once i switched on, it'll be hard for mi to switch it off.
so mani times, i'll juz ended up watching tv.

aniway, i'm seriously having a veri boring life now.
oh ya. and i have alot of photos i haven upload.
i will upload asap after A levels.
my bdae party photos.
farewell assembly photos.
after A levels, i'm also going to compile all my class photos.
cos i have to burn a cd for everyone.
yeah. so just keep waiting after A levels.
around a month or so la.
i shall end here.
take care everyone!
study hard but dont be too stress. RELAX. =)

rained @ 12:31 AM