yesterday, wed nite.
went clubbing wif my fren.
went to DXO.
went there hoping to find the guy.
but he wasn't there.
i was rather sad & disappointed.

dancing on d dance floor.
but wasn't veri high.
kept looking out for tad guy while dancing.
but still, he didn't appear.

some guy gave mi flower.
but i didn't care.
all i wanted was for tad guy to appear in front of mi.
other than that, i couldn't care much.
i onli have eyes for him i guess.
2 wks have alreadi passed.
and he's still constantly on my mind.
i realli realli regret alot.
when can i ever put this thing off my mind.

and the bartender gave mi a drink.
but i didn't order it.
he made it on his own will.
d drink was nice.
the flower was nice too.
i appreciated them.
but it wasn't wad i want la.

will i ever see tad guy again?
maybe never.
and tis would definitely be my greatest regret of my life.
i keep thinking.
thinking and thinking.
how would my life be when i gave him tad day.
how my life would be different wif tad guy in my life.
how my life would change.
haiz......

rained @ 12:57 AM