everytime when i listen to jay chou's slow songs,
i will feel kinda sad.
i can't stop thinking about him.
he is constantly on my mind.
tis is d first time i had such a special feeling.
a feeling tad i've nv experience before.
and d feeling is actually on someone whom i dont even noe.

but i'm veri veri sure tad on tad day, both of us had tis special feeling.
we're almost there.
but not there.
we can proceed further but because of a mistake tad i made.
i realli hate myself for doing tad.
is this realli fated?

it's been 3 wks alreadi.
yet he's still on my mind.
i dunno y.
but i just seem to get over him.
i wan to forget abt tad incident.
but i just can't.
i just can't.
will we ever meet again?

i'm waiting.
but he may not.
or maybe from d start there's nth at all.
everytime i would try to deceive myself.
make up some reasons to forget him.
but it doesn't work at all.
wad shld i do.

rained @ 12:37 AM