yesterday, sat.
went k box with cassie & sayleong.
had a fun time singing.
sang alot of songs.
and it's d first time we went out on time.

cos when i walked out of d door,
one of d employees wanted to go in.
think he wanna tell us tad it's time.
den he looked kinda shocked when he saw mi.
maybe cos he didn't expect us to leave on time.
like so guai like tad.
but actually is cos we had smth on, tad's y we left.

met quan to take money from him.
d money also didn't go to mi.
it goes to sayleong.
cos have to pay him back for k box fee.
in d end, i'm still broke.
i declared myself bankrupt.
onli with $1.80 in my wallet.
how pathetic.

den went to sayleong's hse.
wanna like go his hse.
den he can drive d car out.
planned to go lavender.
cos they say got good food there.
in d end, we didn't go cos his bro used d car.
so we went to a coffee shop near his hse.

ate stingray, kang kong & sotong.
it's delicious!
but i feel rather bad.
cos cassie paid for cab fee.
den on thurs when i went out with her,
she paid for my drink also.
she also treated mi to a hotdog.
den sayleong paid for drinks.
he also paid for food.
so i felt rather bad.
but i'll treat em back.
once i found a job and earn money.
haha. hope tad day comes soon.


so it's supposed to be a happi day today.
okay, it WAS a happi day.
but a couple of hrs ago, it dont turn out happi.
cos all of a sudden, i felt so moody.
veri veri veri moody.
dont ask mi why.
cos i myself also dunno.
i juz noe tad i feel veri sad.
feel veri moody.
feel tad my heart is sinking.
can anione tell mi why is tis happening?

all i noe is tad....
i've nv feel tis way for a veri veri long time.
d last time i felt so moody was...
i can't even rmb when la.
and now, it's happening again.
for no particular reason.
and i hate tis.
supposed to be slping time.
but can't slp.
too moody.
no slping mood.
haiz...

rained @ 3:01 AM