today sat.
went for work.
made up my mind to go.
and it seems like most of d ppl there miss mi.
HAHAHA.
everyone was like 'wad happened to u. so mani days nv come'
a few even tot i quitted.
but i didn't.
i juz wasn't feeling well.
so i didn't turn up for work.

a few of em even msg mi to ask mi why i so mani days nv come.
felt kinda touched. haha.
a few didn't realli bother.
i'm referring to someone in particular.
nv contact for a few days.
didn't even bother to make d initiative.
till realli a few days later den call mi.
i dunno wad to say.
i'm not angry or wadsoever.
juz pure disappointment.
but wad can i do.
tis shows how unimportant i am to tad someone.

but well, i have no comment.
nth much to say la.
wad can i say.
there's no reason for tad someone to commit in it.
there's no special reason for tad someone to cal mi.
but i seriously had no feelings animore.
numb is the only word to describe.
neutral feeling.
no disappointment.
nth at all.

we're drifting apart.
tad's all i can say.
i dunno wad happened.
i dunno how it happened.
i dunno wad causes it to happen.
i dunno why it happened.
i dunno when it happened.
i dunno where it happened.
i dunno. i dunno. i dunno.
or maybe i do have d answer.
i do noe.
ignorance is bliss.
it's better to pretend i dunno anything at some times.

last thurs.
a very bad day.
it spoilt everything cos of a stupid phone call.
stupid character.
after tad, i fell sick.
i can't be bothered animore.
i need rest.
long rest.
i cannot stand it animore.
everything should come to a stop i guess.
it'll be better this way.
better for both of us.

a friendship tad i tried to cherish.
a friendship tad i tried to maintain.
a friendship tad i tried to make closer bonds.
all my efforts failed.
to no avail.
to remain calm.
to act innocent.
to be ignorant.
it'll be the best reaction.


aniway, today after work, i went bpp.
went to meet seng.
i were late. haha.
and 2 of us took veri long time to come up with a decision.
in d end, we went cwp.
to watch movie.
there weren't much movie for us to choose from.
in d end, semi pro looked nice.
so we decided to watch tad.

semi pro is a very funni movie.
funni and lame.
i had a great laugh in the cinema.
TURTLE NECK.
haha. tis part is d funniest.
if u wan to noe how funni, u shld watch it.
esp for those who love comedy movies.
shld go watch tis movie.
but dont watch it during wk ends.
cos movie tix too ex.

i did laugh in the cinema.
but at tad part, i realli cannot control.
realli laugh loudly and non-stop.
i realli can't stop laughing.
it's juz too funni.
it does make my day.
cheer mi up. =)

after d movie, went to walk around.
but there wasn't much thing for us to shop.
den we took some time to decide where to eat.
in d end, went mos.
ordered some sides and drinks.
den sit down and talk cock.
as usual la.
2 of us.

den went to shop around again.
cos i need to get smth.
after tad, took bus back home around evening time.
we had an enjoyable chat in d bus.
talk abt out gl gang.
abt our positions in d gang.
d importance of both of us.
slackers cum jokers cum support cum organisers.
we practically took up all d roles.
and we always r d ones doing the talking.
we're like entertaining them.
haha.

but i do love gl gang.
and i miss gl gang.
i miss our holiday trips.
i miss our outings.
i miss our gl actions.
i miss our gatherings.
i miss them lots.
and i LOVE THEM LOTS.

i'm currently organising an overseas trip to taiwan.
the 3 girls.
hope tad we can have d chance to go.
it'll be great.
it'll be fun.
thinking of it, i'm feeling excited.
haha. kinda looking forward to it.
taiwan taiwan taiwan.
gl gl gl gl gl gl gl gl gl.
=))

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