okay. it's 2 minutes past 12.
the deadline is over.
it's 3rd of june now. OFFICIALLY.
and wad's my final decision?

i've rejected SMU - business management.
is it a waste to do tad?
i kinda like tad course.
it's my first choice.
but i feel tad i may not like the sch as much.
after going through the interview and essay writing test, i decided to forgo my chance.
it's kinda a pity.
such a gd course.
not easy to get in.
yet i choose to reject them.

i've rejected NTU - communication studies.
my first choice too.
i've also went through admission test and interview.
and surprisingly, i got through.
after all these, i chose to reject them.
another rare opportunity gone.
just like tad.
i'm wondering did i make the wrong choice.

so in the end, i accepted NUS- faculty of arts and social sciences
it's my first choice too.
i rejected 2 gd courses and accepted tis faculty.
am i right to do so?
will i ever regret it?
i dunno.
all i now is tad i love nus.
thinking back, maybe i made the wrong choice in d first place.
i shouldnt have chose fass.
it's not suitable for mi.
not my cup of tea.
but wad to do. unless i wan to appeal.
should i?

though i've alreadi decided, i'm still having second thoughts.
y can't i be more decisive?
y can't i have an ambition?
y i dont have anything tad i realli wan/like?
y it seems tad i'm so unsure abt my future?
i realli dunno.
i can't think how my future would be.
a gd one?
normal one?
bad one?
nobody will know.
all i can do is to trust my choice.
and to work hard?
so i wont have any regrets.

all the best then.
i'm realli hoping i made the right choice.
nus fass.
i'll be starting to like it.
i'll have to start accepting it.
i'll be known as an ARTS student NOT a science student.
all these years of studying sciences have gone to a waste?
i've always been a veri sci student.
and i like sciences.
and i noe i can excel in sciences.
but arts?
all along, i nv like arts. i hate arts.
hope i wont do too badly in arts.
jiayou ba, xiaowei. =))

rained @ 12:01 AM