so tis is d 3rd wk of my sch.
d 1st wk for tutorials.
tutorials so far were okay.
met some nice ppl in d tutorial class.
and had to form grps.
i like my ss tutor.
he's veri funni though he maybe sarcastic at times.
but i enjoy his jokes.
and d ppl in d ss grp look so friendly and easy-going.
se tutorial was okay too.
tutor was okay.
at least not veri boring. for now.

nm tutorial was fun i guess.
tutor was nice and friendly too.
ppl in my class look nice too.
and there were 2 ppl i alreadi knew.
and they were from sa.
such a small world.

but aniway, i think tis wk wasn't a veri gd wk for mi.
or rather, it's TERRIBLE.
it's not because of lecture or tutorials.
is cos of d things tad happened to mi.
i realli wonder why am i so unlucky.
why would such thing happened on mi.
sometimes, i do hate myself.
or why would d god do tad to mi.
it seems like d god is playing a fool of mi.
i realli hate it.

since tad happened, my lifestyle will more or less being affected.
lost 100 bucks for no reason.
it's $100 leh.
not $10 leh.
so heart pain.
and i have to restrain from eating some stuff.
i seriously hate it.
i have to be veri conscious of wad i'm eating in d future.
it realli bothers mi alot.
i can't eat wad i wan to eat.
i cant eat d way i wan to eat.
i have to change my eating habits.
and i realli dont like it.

I HATE IT.
and it's realli painful.
wad if 1 day i forget all abt tad?
but i doubt so.
it's so a painful experience for mi.
because of tad incident, i lost $100.
because of tad incident, i lost my image.
because of tad incident, i had to avoid some ppl.
because of tad incident, i had to avoid doing some things.
because of tad incident, i had to try to hide some things.
because of tad incident, i had to change my eating habits.
because of tad incident, i had to be extra careful and conscious.
my life is so so so much affected by tad stupid incident.
i realli realli realli hate all these.
why muz it happened on mi?
why? why? why? WHY?


i hope time can rewind.
i hope tad incident didn't happen.
i hope i could be more careful.
i hope to get back my stuff.

rained @ 12:20 AM