okay. i wanted to update more abt my bizcom camp.
but i dont have d time to do so.
i shall update more next wk.
cos on last tues, i found out tad my hist mid-term test is not after my mid-term break.
it's a total shock for mi la.
cos i always assumes all mid-term tests are after mid-term break.
but looks like it's not d case for hist.

so we have to write a 1000-word essay for hist.
and it's to be handed in next tues.
which means i onli have 1 wk to do so.
it sounds okay so far rite.
but d terrible thing is going to happen to mi.
i realised i realli dont like hist.
i do hist tutorials.
but during lectures, nth seems to go inside my head.
so i went lectures for nth.
how great.

BUT d worst thing is tad......
i nv start reading for hist at all.
NOTHING AT ALL.
not even 1 word.
cos i tot it's after mid-term break.
and i was thinking since i'm alr lagging behind,
i might just lag behind somemore.
and i wanted to catch up other modules first.
so i decided not to touch any of d hist readings first.
and tis is a veri veri wrong decision.

so i onli got to noe on tues tad i have to write a 1000-words essay.
so "good" for mi.
so i have to rush through all my readings.
and to write d essay within 1 wk.
how great.
i tot i might be able to do so.
but i doubt so now.
cos the readings are ALOT.
i dunno how m i going to read finish.

i have 7 chapters to read finish.
by now, i onli manage to finish 2 chapters.
how great.
5 more chapters to go.
which means that there are more than 100 pages for mi to read.
i cant seem to finish reading.
without knowing any info, how m i going to write d essay?
i'm so DEAD la.....
and hist makes mi sleepy.
everytime i read, i will tend to fall asleep.
wad m i supposed to do?
can somebody help mi?
how to stay awake??

i'm going to forsee a terrible grade for my hist essay.
nobody can help mi i guess.
i can onli handle it myself.
so all i can say is...
ALL THE BEST, xiaowei.
i'm dying.......
i hate hist.
and i regret taking it!
i shld have taken theatre studies.
i shld have trusted myself tad i will nv nv nv ever like hist.

rained @ 11:47 PM