i wanted to go to bed.
but suddenly have d urge to blog.
so here i am.
talked abt exams?
NO. dont remind mi of tad.
i onli have a few days left.

i was chatting with tis fren.
noe him through my fren.
damn funni la.
make mi laugh in front of d com.
but have to control my laughter.
i feel so happy and relax when chatting with him.
i have no idea why.
when chatting with him, i totally forget everything abt exams.
haha. so nice.
though it's onli temporary, i can stop thinking abt exams for some time.

i tot everything was over.
but recently, i realised it didn't.
i still have tis weird and mixed feelings towards someone.
i have no idea why.
i dont like tis kind of feeling.
and because of tis, i dont like d things i do.
waiting and looking and fearing.
for wad.
damn crappy.
everything is just wrong.
i have and shall get over it soon.
wad abt the best???

all the unknown feelings i'm having.
all the mixed feelings.
all the fears.
all the sian-ness.
i hate this kind of mixed feelings.
i hate complicated feelings.
it's making mi feeling even worse.
cos i feel so lost and unknown.
i hate unknown feelings.
pls go away.

off to bed.
things will get better.
i hope.

rained @ 3:06 AM