on fri. went to sch for a lect.
after tad met up with xina.
den she had to drive home first.
so sat in her car.
went back home.
den we took bus to far east for shopping.
cos i had to get a dress for d wedding the next day.

shopped around.
saw quite a no. of dresses.
but some dresses look more like a nite gown.
not quite suitable for day.
shopped from around 5 to 7.
and i bought a dress.
a yellow tube dress.

after tad, we went Han's for dinner.
it's a nice dinner.
cos i ate my favourite- prawns.
nice nice.
i think me and xina are getting closer cos of bizcom.
haha.
and i believe we'll get even closer next time.
and we live very near each other.
so it's a gd thing.

after dinner, she went home.
and i went to my aunt's shop.
didn't expect her to close shop so early.
i tot of touching up my black hair.
but was kinda late.
cos i reached her shop at around 8.15pm.
so no choice but to trim my hair only.
cassie was alr there.
and she's done trimming her fringe.

after tad, we went to ah ma's hse.
cos she said there's some gathering there.
so i went there with her.
and there's quite a no. of ppl there.
everytime they see mi sure will make some comments.
tis time they said "wad did u buy tis time"
cos i was holding some paper bag.
den they knew i just bought d dress which is meant for d wedding tml.
den saw the wedding photo album.
the photos veri nice.
but the album cover wasn't nice enough.
haha.

so i just hang around there.
talked crap with relatives.
haha. tad's wad i always do.
den talk abt the plans for d wedding tml.
talked abt the tricks for tml morning.
reached there around 9plus.
den went home with my mum and aunt at around 10.

so tis is the pre-wedding.
more details will be updated next time.
which is the actual wedding day.
it's good cos we had alot of fun.
a mass family gathering.
but there's some unexpected things too.
which i dont realli wan to mention much.
aniway, i shall update it next time.
meanwhile, i'm waiting for the photos.
so excited. hahahahaha.



some other stuff....
when will we ever find our mr right or miss right?
to me, it's all fated.
it's abt destiny.
i'm a fatalist.
and i believe tad i can nv change my fate.
an extreme fatalist.
some ppl can find their other half veri quickly.
some ppl may take a veri long time.
some ppl may alr found it.
some ppl may be still finding it.
but not all feel this way.
wad abt me?

a tough qns to be answered.
i think i have rather high expectations.
and i guess most of my frenz know it too.
or maybe not very high expectations.
not say muz be damn handsome or damn rich.
i'm not veri picky in this sense.
i think i expect alot.
and i expect to be perfect.
cos as u all shld noe, virgo are perfectionist.
a little bad habits tad we can stand, it will mean minus points.
some things i dont like.
i dont like flowers.
i prefer guys who style their hair.
and i prefer guys who dress up.

i have reasons for talking abt all this suddenly.
not tad i suddenly wan to have bf or smth.
just some personal reasons.
jason, my best sister told mi this before.
and this is exactly how i feel too.
if dont have other half, it's okay.
but if wan to find, den we muz find the best.
cannot settle for anything less than that.
the best.
when will the best appear?
will the best ever appear in the first place?
wad if we can't find the best?
so what if we found the best?
it doesn't mean we can get together

there's just too many factors to be considered.
if the best appear and yet can't get together.
den wad's the point.
wad if the best slips off away from us.
will the next the best ever appear?
will there be another the best?
the best has appeared.
around a yr ago i guess.
but is taken now.
so wad do u expect mi to do.
there's nth i can do.
i can only admire.
to envy others.

the best characteristic.
he can drive.
he has good character.
he's not bad looking.
he can dress up.
he can style his hair.
he's veri nice.
he's funni.
he's outgoing.
he has a nice smile.
he has a perfect height.
he is of perfect age.
he can talk to me.
he can be a joker.
he can make mi laugh.
he can be lame at times.
he can be serious too.
he can drink.
he is guai.
he is sporty.
he's not stupid.
he has some built.
he's a gentleman.
he is gentle to girls.
he takes good care of girls.
he is considerate.
he is thoughtful.
he is caring.
he is filial.
he takes care of animals well.
he treats ppl veri well.
he is loyal to his brothers.
he is of gd relationship with his siblings.
he has a nice name.
he is veri very very nice.

he seems to have a nice temper.
he seems very faithful.
he seems to be okay with anything, everything.
he seems tad he wont reject or object to anything.
he seems to be the nicest person.

he laughs at my jokes.
he talks to me.
he says some funni stuff to me.
he is very gentle to me.
he is a gd model of gentleman.
he asked mi if i wan some stuff.
he takes stuff for me.
he helps mi do some stuff.
he is very sweet.
he is very nice.
he does some stuff for mi.
examples:
he talks to me first.
he takes food for mi.
he clears food for mi.
he clears untensils for mi.
he shifts the chair for mi.
he asked if i wan certain stuff.
he takes plate for mi.
he takes other stuff for mi.
he gives in to me.
he uses the same brand of hp as me.
he is veri nice, isn't it.
he seems to be so perfect.


more details on the wedding next time.
may consider posting photos.
wan see mi in nice gown?
hahaha.
wedding wedding.
i told some ppl before tad i dont wanna get married.
in one of my ss tutorial, the topic is family.
and my tutor came to my discussion grp and asked everyone.
he asked if we wan to start a family.
i was the only one who say no.
cos i dont like kids.
i dont like d idea of getting married.
so i dont wanna have family.

but alot of ppl say it's impossible.
they says i only say say.
in d end, i will still get married.
is this d case?
i think most probably.
it seems that getting married is compulsory.
if u dont get married, ppl will think is cos nobody wans u.
and not because of other factors.
after i witness my uncle's wedding,
did my perception change?

i feel tad marriage is such a troublesome thing.
need to do so mani things.
but it can be kinda nice and sweet too.
the only part i like abt wedding is the dinner at night.
morning part is so tiring.
photoshoot is even more tiring and hot.
so dinner at nite is the best.
relaxing and there's so many ppl around.
if i were to have such a dinner,
i think i'll need at least 20 tables.
my family, relatives, sec sch frenz, jc frenz, uni frenz.
my working frenz, outside frenz.
my dad's frenz, my mum's frenz.
minimum 200 ppl. tad's alot. haha.

going to slp soon.
cos have to start studying for exams.
shall make myself slp around 6-7 hrs a day.
cannot slp more than that.
if not i'll have no time to study.
cos i just realise i have ALOT of things to study.
die le lor.
i wasted the whole of fri, sat and sun.
because of the wedding.
and now, i'm onli left with 1 wk.
DIE! SIAN!
save mi pls.
i dont wanna have shitty results.

rained @ 12:24 AM