so d last assignment is alr done.
now onli left with lectures and tutorial.
some of my tutorials have ended.
tis wk is kinda slack.
mon presentation was normal.
mi and my grp mate realised smth weird.
when i'm presenting, i suddenly feel tad everyone is so attentive.
everyone was looking at me.
when they're allowed to ask qns, a guy asked smth tad got to do with my presentation.
the onli qns.
den d rest started to give their comments.
comments on how they disagree with my points.

luckily, my grp mates helped mi to ans.
haha.
so after we sit back into our seats.
my fren said 'everyone shoot u leh'
den say everyone so attentive to me.
when d rest were presenting, d class were like dead.
den he says cos i cute.
wadever lor.
den i think back.
think it's because i maintain eye contact.
something veri important in presentation.
i've mastered it during jc times.
so i can easily maintain eye contact with d class.

on tues, i didn't go to sch.
not i pon okay.
is cos my nm tutorial needs us to communicate without face to face.
so i decided not to go to sch just for 1 lect.
and i know i wont listen much in tad lect.
so i decided not to go.
wed went to sch.
went techno age to eat.
it's like a habit alr.
and somehow, tad day, i bumped into alot of ppl.
i dunno y either.

thurs is my free day.
but i went to sch at 6.30 for my nustyle meeting.
my position: vice pr manager
it's kinda fun.
cos d ppl there are veri fun to hang out with.
same frequency.
but i not sure abt d other ppl.
cos i onli interacted with those sitting around me.
and they're all guys and xina too.
den 2 guys keep psycho mi to go vivo.
cos i drove to sch. haha.
and there's 'homework'.
sian.

tml going to sch.
for 1 lecture onli.
so i'll be driving to sch.
recently, i've been slacking ALOT.
i wasted alot of time on slping.
even if i'm awake, i can't seem to make myself to study.
so i'll end up watching tv or using my lappie.
damn sian.
i noe i cannot continue like tis.
but i realli had no mood to study.
and i feel veri sleepy though i slp alot.
and i noe y.
cos d more i slp, d more tired i get.
so end up i'll keep slping and slping.

tis is realli bad.
feeling tired after slping for long hours.
even if i'm awake, i dont study.
tis is veri terrible.
how to get myself to study?
i need motivation.
but where can i get d motivation from?
sian sian sian sian sian.
i dont like to study.
i hate exams.
i feel weird towards u.
i have no idea y.


schedule for d rest of tis wk:
try to study later today (fri)
xina coming my hse on sat.
going shopping with cousin on sun.

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