tis wk is my reading wk.
so i've been staying at home for d past few days.
stayed at home and study.
but apparently, my progress isn't veri gd.
cos of distractions.
internet, tv distractions.
super sian.
i study until super sian le.
feel like giving up.
but i noe i cant.

aniway, dunno y recently, i'm kinda unlucky lor..
recently, each time i read smth, i bound to see a picture of cat.
today, i saw 3 pics of cat.
d first one was from my psychology textbook.
and i screamed but wasn't veri loud la.
d 2nd and 3rd time was from a magazine.
2nd time i didn't scream cos d pic was kinda small.
d 3rd one, i screamed damn damn loud.
cos d pic is kinda big.
and d pic is those real cats not those cartoon types.
cartoon types i still can accept.
but i cannot cannot accept those pics tad look like real cats.

believe it anot.
but i realli can't.
i'm scared of cats.
i'm scared of those soft toys tad look like real cats.
i'm scared of pictures tad look like real cats too.
overall, i'm scared of everything tad's got to do with cat?
except for the word 'cat' and doreamon?
i dont like garfield cos it realli looks like a cat too.
but i'm not scared of garfield.
i'm also scared of tigers, leopards (animals tad belong to d cat family).

y recently, i kept seeing pics of cats?
so unlucky lor!
and i'm super scared okay.
not fake one.
stop letting mi see pics of cats.
and it's not just today lor.
previously also got.
in the sch library, there's tis pic of cat too.
veri near d entrance.
and whenever ppl wan to use examples for animals, one of it would surely be cat.
SIAN!!!

today i was studying for psychology and it mentions things like phobia etc.
den i realli realli wonder why am i so scared of cats.
it's an in-borne phobia?
tis kind of phobia is called specific phobia.
HAHHAA. revising wad i've learnt today.
my phobia. i dont think it's something genetic.
cos my parents are not scared.
isit environmental factors?
there are alot of stray cats in sg.
cannot be classical or operant conditioning ba.
y would my mum wan to instil tis phobia/fear in me.
and my mum wouldn't noe ba. hahaha.
it's just smth tad cannot be explained.
cos it may involve many factors.



and i wan to complain abt smth!!!
CASSIE AND CHERYL!!! (i noe 2 of u will be interested)
can't rmb when.
but there was tis nite (veri veri late alr. around 2/3am i think).
suddenly, my door was opened by someone.
and guess who?
the pig cum XXL.
like totally wth.
i tot he went home alr.
but he came back again.
and tis is not d first time he took away our keys.
alot of times alr lor.
he will just take d keys with him.
veri wad leh. so wad if they're in a r/s.
doesn't mean he can keep our keys rite.
(eh. wait. maybe i should use IT instead of HE! HAHAHA)

aniway, he came back at such a late hr. totally wth.
like tad also nvm.
d worse thing is they started quarrelling.
WTF!
so late alr.
still quarrel.
somemore his voice also quite loud (maybe cos of d big tummy?)
(shit. later i tio more karma... but it's d truth, so god pls dont blame me.)
so they were quarrelling.
firstly, i'm afraid other ppl might be woken up by them.
secondly and most importantly, i'm studying leh.
for goodness sake.
so late alr. and i'm studying for my upcoming exams.
i realli realli need total concentration.
yet they're super distracting!

realli super fed up by them.
if u all wan to quarrel, leave d hse!!!
open d door also open super loud.
wth lor.
u think it's your own hse ah.
your hse should be at a farm ba.
super irritated lor.
i'm sure all of u can understand how i feel rite.
just now, not long ago,
i've heard some loud voices AGAIN.
but luckily, just once onli.
not alot of times.
if not i will realli scold them.

another irritating thing is...................
today my mum cooked curry chicken (YUMMY!)
tis is not d point.
d point is my bro came back hse, put his stuff down and went out again.
it's alr at nite.
so he haven eat his dinner yet.
and after my mum came home, i told her tad he nv eat and stuff la.
after some time, she suddenly asked mi if my bro realli has not eat anot.
she wans to double confirm.
and she added saying 'i put 4 drumsticks in wad'.
wa lao. after hearing tis rite, i SUPER SUPER SUPER IRRITATED!!
for all those who dont understand, i shall explain...

4 drumsticks.
1 for mi, my dad, my sis and my bro. (SUPPOSEDLY).
but sadly, my bro didn't manage to eat tad super nice drumstick.
so i angrily replied my mum "obviously, it's eaten by a pig!"
super angry lor.
he super BHB leh.
drink, eat, slp, bathe in my hse.
used up water electricity and OUR money.
yet he still dare to eat our drumsticks???
like totally WTH lor.
it's not his hse leh, for goodness sake.

tis is d realli super BHB person i've ever met leh.
for all these yrs (at least 4 yrs), he has been spending OUR money.
without returning or feeling paiseh or smth one leh.
sometimes, when my mum dont cook,
we still have to buy his share!
buy food for him and using our money to buy for him.
he bathed, drank, so he used alot of water.
somemore he has a big mass, so will use up more water.
sometimes, my mum also washed his clothes for him.
maybe 1 or 2 tee shirts.
WTH!

den he used our electricity like for free.
cos sometimes he will just on his laptop d whole day.
totally waste of electricity can.
all these need money. and it's not cheap ba.
it's not like he onli comes 1 or twice a day.
he comes EVERYDAY!
even when there are days when my mum dont cook,
he will take d money from my mum and go out to buy.
since u going out to buy, can't u use your own money.
HELLO.
all these yrs, it's like we're spending money on rearing a pig????
and it's not a cheap pig somemore.
i bet we at least spent $1000 on tad pig.

there's tis time when he was supposed to do a survey for his ns or smth.
he even conveniently used our hse phone and called one by one.
it's alot of ppl leh.
he just called using our hse phone.
wth. it's our money and our money leh.
totally hogging d phone somemore.
another time when i reached home quite late.
wanted to eat dinner.
but he was a tad quicker and went to take d food first.
and WTF, he took away all d veggies.
it's kang kong somemore. my fav.
so my mum will tend to cook a little more.
but he took away d remaining.
so i'm left with nth to eat.

WTF!!!
super irritated with him leh.
he realli treats MY hse as his own hse lor.
take wadever things he wan on his own.
do wadever things he like.
use our things.
totally bhb leh.
everytime my mum has to think of him.
ask him wad he wans to eat.
and she has to cook his share also.
wth.
i'm super unhappy la!

always hogging d room also.
and my stuff is all in d room.
and he stinks like hell can.
tis realli proves smth.
pespiration by fat ppl realli does smell.
and they like to hog d room and close d room.
so each time i open d room, OMG.
i can hardly breathe inside tad room.
i hate his presence in my hse.
i hate d way he does things.
i hate his attitude.
i hate his BHB-ness.
i just hate everything.

**p.s. everything written here is true.
i'm not faking anything.
i'm not exaggerating either.
it's 100% TRUE!
believe it anot.
i'm sure my cousins noe all abt tis.
and pls dont have any karma on me.
cos it's all truth.
though it may seem kinda bad and evil, they're all facts.
so no karma on me pls.

feeling a little better now.
after voicing out all my grievances.
and it's time to get back to my work.
jiayou ba!
2 more wks and everything will be over.
JIAYOU!!! =D

rained @ 11:04 PM