i hate myself for being so slack..
these few days i'm super super slack.
and my progress for my revision of last paper is super slow.
and i hate it.
i've tried to concentrate.
but i just can't.
shit. i onli have 2 more days.
y am i so slack....
i hate being a slacker.
yet i love being a slacker.
contradictory feeling.
another love-hate relationship. haha.

wish mi all d best.
i realli need lots of luck tis time round.
i can onli succeed tis time round.
i cannot afford to fail.
if not i'll just die.
so i realli have to make myself to study hard no matter wad.
though onli 2 days left,
i still have to study harder!
i've wasted 3 days.
i cannot waste any more days.
if possible, i might stay up tonight.
so xw, jiayou!

and i realli hate tad stupid swine flu.
it's giving mi so many problems.
firstly, it disrupts my holiday plan.
so i'll have to stay in sg for 3 mths?
i'll realli bored to death.
secondly, cos of tad, all sch have to carry out temperature taking exercise.
SIAN!
so troublesome.
take an exam also muz take temperature.
so u see. how bad d flu is.
giving mi so many troubles.
luckily, i'm onli left with 1 paper lor.



i hate clashes.
realli realli reali hate clashes.
clashes for events.
i've went thr' many clashes before.
i just hate it.
cos it's a tough decision for mi.
which events shld i go to.
i realli hate to make tis kind of choice.
esp. when both of d events i want to go so much.
tis makes it even harder to choose lor.
sometimes, 2 clashes will make me die.
but i've experienced 3 and 4 clashes before one..
totally sian.

and i will wonder y m i so unlucky.
kena so many clashes.
if possible, i'll try to go for all.
but sometimes, things wont go my way.
so ya.
and there's going to be clashes for my upcoming events.
totally sian!
hope i can go for both...
if not i'll have to make a choice between d 2.
and i'll have to get back to my revision.
totally sian diao..
cant wait for tues to come.

rained @ 2:11 AM