will update my life next time.
just wanna say smth.
was talking to a fren just now on d phone.
chatted for super long.
talked abt some sad stuff.
it kinda made mi think a little more?
think abt my past.
think abt my present.
think abt my future.

how can life be so unfair sometimes?
if we dont get smth, does it mean we dont deserve it?
but why other ppl can get it den?
if other ppl can, why can't i?
if some ppl can, why some other ppl can't?
unfair?

i have tis complicated feeling.
i dunno y.
sometimes i feel like i do.
sometimes i feel like i dont.
wad's wrong?
which exactly is true?
do i? or do i not?
i seriously have no idea.
i dunno wad to do.
i dunno how to sort out my feeling.
i dunno how to react/face.

d same thing seems to be happening again?
tad time it happened once.
and now, it's happening again.
isit cos of d same reason?
or it just some problem?

aniway, somehow, i dont like ppl to just reply mi with 'LOL'.
i also dunno y.
as in if i'm chatting online with someone let's say.
i will be kinda unhappy if they just reply mi LOL.
if they replied LOL den add some comments after tad, i'm fine with it.
but i just dont like ppl to reply mi with LOL and tad's it.
i also dunno y.
but i just dont like it.
i just hate it.
so if u happened to read tis, try not to just reply mi LOL.
at least say smth after tad la.
hahaha.
some random stuff..

rained @ 1:49 AM