a super bad news.
super super super super bad news.
my 3 wks of happiness is gone!
sian sian sian.
previously, my sis went overseas for 3 wks.
and so her bf didn't come to my hse for 3 wks.
for d past 4 to 5 yrs, these 3 wks r my happiest stay-at-home days.
i nv stay at home everyday.
but if i were to stay at home, i will feel kinda happy.
i feel like it's a family of 4 only.
i feel so much happier.
i just hate tad there's a stranger in my hse.
i realli realli hate tad feeling.

so now she's back again.
and so he's back again. wtf.
and it's d wkends again.
and so he's staying over again. wtf.
everything is just bad to normal again.
wtf. i dunno how long i can tolerate tis.
i might have to start an objection team soon.
cos i hate his presence.
i hate him spending our money.
when they were gone, i believe we've saved much electricity.
cos when they're around, they would switch on their laptop d whole day.
even when they're not using it.
turning on laptop means turning on d internet.
so means alot of electricity is being wasted.

not tad i'm being selfish or wad.
i just dont understand why they muz turn on d whole day.
from morning till d nite.
wtf. it's alot of money can.
eat, slp everything at my hse.
electricity, water, food everything just use our money.
not a single time i saw my sis staying over at his hse.
NOT A SINGLE DAY.
i wonder y.
it's just unfair.
unfair to me & my family.
presence of a stranger in your hse EVERY SINGLE DAY.
how would u feel?
and when it's wkends, d stranger would STAY OVER.
how would u feel tad?

i just hate it!!!
hate everything.
past 3 wks, my hse is so peaceful & quiet.
full of laughter and my happiness.
no grumblings or complaints.
and now, i have to start complaining again.
he just stinks d whole place.
i duno y.
he has tis stench on him.
everytime i walked passed d room, there'll bound to be tis stench.
kinda strong.
and it pollutes d whole room.
i'm not being biased.
it's d TRUTH.
u can come & smell it. hahhaa.

aniway, i dont wanna spend my time & effort complaining all tis stuff animore.
i've complained alot.
and i've been complaining abt d same stuff over & over again.
so i shall stop complaining.
and if i were to mention things abt him again, u all shld noe wad i'm talking abt.
or if there's new things tad happen, i'll update again.
if not i wont want to mention abt it animore.
cos it's just not worth it.
not worth my blog space.
not worth my time.
not worth my effort.
not worth everything of me to complain abt him.
it's just worthless.



let's talk abt some happy stuff for now.
on thurs, i've finally met up with my dear jannah.
cos we've been planning to go out since after my exams.
and after so long of planning, we've finally met up.
cos both of us were busy with out stuff.
so didnt realli had d time to meet up.
but it's just a short dinner at bpp swensen after her sch tad day.

so we met up at around 4.
den went to get some stuff before going to swensen.
we shared 2 sides, fries & chicken.
and we each ordered a sundae.
our favourite sticky chewy chocolate.
both of us just love tad.
hahaha.
i dont usually like ice cream.
but i just love tad.
and we took lots of photo at swensens.
cam whore.

after dinner, we went to walk around at bpp.
trying to see wad stuff we can get.
but we didn't realli see ani stuff.
expected la.
bpp is kinda small and there's not much stuff to shop around also.
den we went to giordano.
for fun la.
and we saw tis tee tad writes "u give mi fever".
hahha.
so we went to try d tee.
but in d end, we also nv buy.
cos giordano tee is kinda common.

went toilet.
took some photos in it too.
somehow, both of us like to take mirror reflection photos.
so we took a few mirror reflection photos.
and we headed back home.
it's realli great meeting up with my dear jannah.
cos we talked abt alot of stuff.
from personal stuff to frenz and other random stuff.
all kinds of stuff.
and we definitely can share secrets with one another.
so i wont be afraid to tell her anything.
and indeed, i told her tis veri big secret of mine which nobody noes abt it.
and if time allows, we shall meet up again soon.
loves. =D



some random stuff......
conversation with jannah bound to include love life.
and i realised everyone around me is starting to get attached one by one?
even if not attached, there may be some potential ones?
tad one i dunno la.
but i got heard tad tis got attached, tad got attached.
well, everyone is around d age of 20.
suitable age of dating.
be it those tad were alr attached or those tad got attached not long ago,
all relationships seem to be kinda stable.
tis one i not veri sure. just my random guess.
i think slowly one by one will get realli stable.
and one by one will get attached soon.

and i guess some of my frenz/cousins are interested in my love life.
like they'll be asking mi when i'll get a bf.
and my ans would be i've nv found 1 yet.
hahhaa.
it's not i'm anxious to get 1 or smth.
is they're anxious to see who my future bf will be.
well, to me, it doesn't realli matter yet.
i do enjoy my singlehood.
but maybe not as much as before.
cos everyone is getting attached?
more or less, i'll be influenced in some ways?
aniway, tis is not d main point.
hahhaa.

ya. so mi and jannah were talking abt love.
and i was just telling her tad i veri long nv like someone alr.
and well, she does agree.
it's been a long time since i last like someone.
maybe around 3 yrs alr?
like doesnt include puppy love, infactuations, crush or wadever la.
tad's like veri long.
hahaha.
ya. so we were talking abt stuff like tad.
i'm not yearning for a bf or smth.
i'm fine with my singlehood.
i'm just waiting for d right one to appear.
i'm just letting fate to decide my life.
i'm a fatalist.

ya. so dont ask mi when i'm getting a bf.
hahahah.
cos it's all up to fate to decide.
when d time is ripe, d right one will appear.
i hope so la. hahhaa.
till den, i shall enjoy my singlehood & spend my time & effort on my studies instead.
it'll be better i guess.
talking abt tis suddenly rmb d bet i had with sarah.
more ppl voted for mi. voted for i'll get a bf first.
and so i owed sarah a dessert treat.
and i kept forgetting to treat her.
and if i realli get a bf first, i'll have to treat her to a meal.
hahah. such stupid bets.
so can tell how boring sch is rite.

so my love life is still a blank piece of paper.
and tis piece of paper has been thrown to 1 side; neglected.
and for my life in general.
i'm still slacking my life away.
either staying at home watching tv or doing wadever stuff.
if not i would go out with frenz & spending lots of money.
i'm enjoying my slacking & playing life.
how i wish tis kind of life will nv end.
i will not look forward to sch reopening.
for now, i shall enjoy my life for another 1 mth plus time.
i'm loving my life. =D

rained @ 1:31 AM