my heart aches.
for tad reason.
i dunno y i would do tad.
i dunno y it would happen in d first place.
i dunno wad's d meaning of tad.
i try not to think abt it.
but it just keeps flashing in my mind.
i wan to noe d reason.
i wan to noe d meaning.
but at d same time, i rather not know.
maybe things would be better tis way.
in any case, i just hope tad it wont affect anything.
it wont affect anything in d past.
it wont affect anything now.
it wont affect anything in d future.
it has happened and it's a fact.
i cant do anything to salvage.
i may regret doing tad.
but no point.
i shall get over it soon.
though my heart aches whenever i think of it.
or whenever i sees smth.
i do regret sometimes.
and i'm afraid tad thing will affect us.
nobody will noe abt it.
tis shall be my biggest secret of all.
everything will be fine rite???

rained @ 3:11 AM