recently, i've been shopping quite alot.
it's kinda nice initially.
cos i haven been shopping for the past few months.
but sg is such a small place.
i shopped for a few times onli and i feel quite sian alr.
cos there's not much places to shop.
all the places i've went alr.
town, bugis, cityhall (citylink, suntec, marina square).
where else can i go to??

even if there're other shopping centres around in sg.
the shops are so common.
so even if there're different places, the stuff sold are more or less abt the same.
if a particular style is in the hype, i will keep seeing the same style of clothes in most of the shops.
and i dont realli quite like common things.
cos it'll be damn awkward if i see someone wearing the same clothes as mi.
if still frenz, still okay.
but if they're strangers, den it'll be damn awkward & paiseh.
i hate tad kind of feeling.
so i ended up feeling damn sian of shopping.
cos i keep seeing the same kind of clothes.
and tad kind of clothes may not be smth i like.
it could be smth totally not my style.
den how m i going to buy the clothes rite.

i've been walking around, trying to look out for cny clothes.
yes, it may sound damn early.
but cos i always take veri long to buy.
so it's better for mi to source the clothes i want earlier.
rush min shopping is so not enjoying.
and may end up buying smth tad i dont realli like.
so it's still better to buy the clothes earlier.
though everytime i would have the urge to wear the clothes first before cny.
and i have to control myself not to wear the new clothes.
hahaha.
i'm having such feeling currently.

abt a wk ago, i went shopping with cassie.
and i bought a top and blazor!
so happy.
finally found a blazor for myself.
den went shopping with yee chian.
i nv buy anything for myself.
but i did bought some stuff. but it's for my fren.
the onli thing i bought for myself is masks.
hahahhaa. LOL.
den i went shopping with melissa & xina.
haven been trying to buy alot of stuff.
but each time i onli bought a couple of things.
but it's still better than didnt buy anything at all.

so tad day, i bought a bag and a pair of shoes. or rather heels.
to be more exact, it's platform shoes or wedges.
very happy.
and i used the new bag today.
i love using new stuff.
hahaaha.
and the shoes!
totally damn tempting to wear it out.
but i have to control.
cos i take damn damn long to buy shoes.
i have high expectations for shoes i guess.
i'm the kind tad i have to love the shoes at first sight.
and recently the shoes all look very normal to me.
none can attract my attention at all.

so i'm so happy to buy a pair of shoes for myself.
i cannot wear it out now.
cos wad if i cant find another shoes for cny?
den die la.
so i have to control until i found another pair of shoes for cny.
actually i have alot of shoes.
i think i have around 20 pairs of shoes?
mostly slipper and heels.
fyi, i dont wear track/sports shoes and i dont like sandals.
so i ended up buying heels, slippers, or flats.

and i'm going shopping later today AGAIN.
i hope i can buy some stuff later.
hopefully, clothes.
cos i wan more clothes!
and i need to get presents too.

oh ya, i went to trim my hair today.
trim. so it also means not much difference.
just shorter, less thick.
i'm going to dye my hair next month.
i've decided to dye another colour.
so tis current colour is supposed to be a different colour from my previous colour.
but somehow it ended up looking quite similar.
just tad the previous hair is 2 colours.
current hair is 1 colour.
so next time i'm going to change my colour.
hahaha. so excited.
wan to see my new hair??
wait till cny period!
hahahhaha.

sometimes, i realli detest taking public transport.
when i take public transport, i miss driving.
but when i drive, i feel so sian of driving.
partly cos i'm always the driver.
i dont have much chance for ppl to drive mi around.
cos most of my frenz dont have a car.
so sad.
and sometimes i realli hate taking public transport esp. when it's damn crowded.
den i will look at all the cars on the road.
and i will start thinking abt tis.......
i have a car yet i dont wan to drive.
i chose to take a bus and squeeze with so many ppl.
so dumb of mi to do tad.
looking at those ppl who're driving, it's so shiok.
dont need to squeeze with ppl.
can reach home faster.
and have much more space.
1 word. COMFORTABLE.

anyway, i also cant drive.
cos sg parking is damn damn damn damn damn ex....
sian!
y so ex!
but sometimes i dont mind taking public transport.
and tad's when i can sit down and there aren't tad mani ppl on the bus.
den i listen to my songs.
and start to think abt alot alot of things.
cos last time when i take public transport, i always think of alot alot of things.
but since i started driving, i dont have tad chance to think of so mani things.
cos muz be focused when driving.
and i dont have other chances to be thinking.
at home, i will be occupied with tv or laptop.
outside, i will be with frenz.
the onli time i have is before slping.
but tad's onli a veri short period of time.

oh well, just some of my random thoughts.
later today going out.
and public transport again.
hope tad there wont be alot of ppl.
damn tired cos i've been going out the past few days.
and i will shop for almost the whole day.
so it's super tiring.
i shall rest early today so i have more energy for tml shopping!
so excited.
and i can see seok han!
can chat with her again.
and we like to HTHT.
i love HTHT. =D

rained @ 2:07 AM