it's been more than 1 mth since i last updated.
it's been a realli busy term for me.
with lots of work as usual.
tests, assignments, projects.
tis term is kinda challenging cos i have to do design-related stuff.
for those who realli noe mi, will noe y it's a challenge.
cos i'm kinda bad at art.
super bad at drawing.
can come out with ideas but definitely very bad at presenting d ideas.
oh well.
but it's coming to an end soon.
i'm doing quite okay i guess.
at least i'm satisfied with my works so far.

now doing a major part.
totally feel like giving up.
no more strength to continue.
i need more strength and motivation.
i'm so afraid of not being able to meet my ultimate goal.
and tis goal hasnt been much of an obstacle for me.
i had no problem achieving tad goal previously.
but i have to say i'm having problems now.
where has tad old me gone to??

and these few days alot of things happened.
things tad r totally unexpected & unbelievable.
till now, whenever i tot of it, i still cant believe tad actually happened on me.
smth muz be super super wrong with mi tad nite.
9th april, fri nite will be a super "memorable" nite for me in my lifetime.
and i shall not let tad happen to me again unless i realli super upset?
do not try to guess wad happened to me.
cos i think most ppl would not be able to guess it correctly.
and i dont realli wan to talk abt it animore.
wad happened during tad nite at tad particular place shall remain there.
i realli hate myself.
sometimes, i realli hate myself.


on a happier note,
i will be going to HK for 6 wks during my summer hols.
totally cant wait.
but i'm alr having some complicated feelings.
i do wan to go hk alot.
can shop & play till mad.
but i have to stay out away from home for 6 wks.
i dunno if i can adapt.
imagine i have to cook my own food, wash my own clothes, do my own cleaning.
i do tidy my own stuff but not all these cleaning & washing at home.
i think i will miss my mum alot.
and my irritating bro & dad.
and not forgetting, my BAI BAI!
i so wan to bring my bb over to hk. HAHA!

it's getting late.
i'm going to slp soon.
hopefully i can wake up earlier to start my work.
i always tend to slp till very late when i have no sch.
and my very late is realli very late to most ppl.
i will wake up at around 2plus?
hopefully i can be more diligent from now on.
exactly 2 wks & 1 more day, everything will be over.
in another words, my exams would have ended & the term is officially over.
i would not be yr 2 animore.
time realli flies.
cant believe i'm going to become undergraduate yr 3.
and very soon, i'll be moving on to the workforce.
lots of sian-ness.
nite nite!

rained @ 3:54 AM